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i'm so tired of life. The last few weeks i've been thinking of jumping in the car, and just driving far far away, and not coming back. Not telling anyone where i'm going. Nothing. Just be gone. From this world. I'm looking forward to this weekend, and i'm also dreading it. I have SO much shit to do before i leave tomorrow, and so many people wanting to spend time with me beofre i leave, and so on. Its not like i'm gunna be gone forever, but people seem to think i am. I need to talk to tash this weekend about the rest of my life.
i feel like screaming. I'm tired of so many people. I feel like only seeing and being with people i see the the most, once a month. I'm tired of the same old people day in and day out. Everyone except jeremy. jeremy i can stand. Everyone else i'm done with. I almost quit today. I'm tired of having to be picture perfect there, while everyone else can goof off and do whatever the fuck they want.
i'm done. I'm so done. I'm gunna go finish what needs to be done before tomorrow.... hopefully i can spend some time with jeremy tonight. He's one person i'm gunna miss.
i feel like screaming. I'm tired of so many people. I feel like only seeing and being with people i see the the most, once a month. I'm tired of the same old people day in and day out. Everyone except jeremy. jeremy i can stand. Everyone else i'm done with. I almost quit today. I'm tired of having to be picture perfect there, while everyone else can goof off and do whatever the fuck they want.
i'm done. I'm so done. I'm gunna go finish what needs to be done before tomorrow.... hopefully i can spend some time with jeremy tonight. He's one person i'm gunna miss.