so much to say. my hormones attack again. in such a wonderful way. don't know why it's taken me this long to really appreciate being a woman, but i am finally able to be supremely grateful. in the jewish tradition, every sermon begins with a reading where all the men thank god for having not been born women. they got it so fucking wrong. i ( Read more... )

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so that took me by surprise. i had an interesting day. i was not all that busy. i saw timmy's facebook status that the new issue of L magazine was out and freaked the fuck out. diana and i left immediately and i grabbed five copies. i was so happy and hyper. i showed everyone, including oliver when we went out for coffee ( Read more... )

i finally got a new bad ass picture last night. only took me like two freaking years:


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that's what everyone keeps telling me anyway. today is the day that change happened. today barack hussein obama was sworn in as the 44th president of the united states--the last great empire, gasping its last breath. not as he tells it. he wants us to believe that the sun is not setting ( Read more... )

so saturday night was a bit of a failure. heidi came down. savoir was playing at union hall. marcel was having his birthday at canal room where rubix cube was playing. and french horn was djing at the delancey. or so i thought. i was too lazy to go to park slope. it's not even that far. i just didn't want to go back there. the one and only ( Read more... )

i dreamt about oliver last night. i dreamt i was divorced too, but that had nothing to do with oliver...i don't think. i was really upset that i had already blown a marriage so early in life. it took me a while after waking up to stop being disappointed in myself and realize i had not actually been married ever. hahaha ( Read more... )

i want love.
i want you.

how do i make that happen?

oh, ryan adams. oh, paul. paul and i probably own every single ryan adams album that is available. and still, years after one comes out, he will text/email/call me about a song he "discovered". i do this too of course. i usually don't tell him, i assume he already knows, and just write about it in here. or my little paper journal that i've ( Read more... )

yes! yes, heather! THIS IS AMAZING. tonight is heather's last radio show. so i called in to request "1979" by the smashing pumpkins. but she didn't have it. so instead i asked for "date with the night" by yeah yeah yeahs and she played it. but then! then she dedicated "late at night" by buffalo tom to me. and talked about my so-called life ( Read more... )