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Pondering debt makes me nauseated.
just getting it out of me and into the LJ. I'll start posting positive stuff soon, I pormise. -
Dustin' the ol' LJ off
I was somewhat less surprised to find that my LJ is still here this time, as opposed to the first few times I didn't post for a couple of years. I always seem to come back here when I feel depressed. Anyways, on to the "emotional vomit" as I called it previously. Things have been really difficult between my girlfriend and I for, well, the whole ( Read more... ) -
Depressed
I'm never happy, not really. Even if I achieve something the feeling if fleeting at best. There's lots of stuff I don't know, how to be happy, how to be contented, how to have enough to be content and happy with what I have. I'm tired of working at everything and seeming to get nowhere. I devoted more time and resources than I'd care to divulge to ( Read more... ) -
An Instance of a Goblin
So I had this idea for a story. In your typical fantasy setting, after slaying their umpteenth gang of goblins, an adventurer asks, "Why do the goblins always look the same?" which leads the adventurer to ask other questions like, "Why haven't we killed off all of the goblins yet? Where do they keep coming from? How come we never find any goblin ( Read more... ) -
Work.
Ok so dig this. I'm exhausted because of a late-night emergency. I go to work and I'm getting harassed over details. I send an email to someone named "Tabatha" and I spelled it "Tabitha" yes it was dumb. It's just frustrating. I wonder if there are any jobs out there that aren't detail oriented. The day from that point out is pretty ok, going ( Read more... ) -
My boss is on his period
I hate working for small businesses. There's no structure or clear definition of how to do your job. For some people that may be nice, but I need clear direction. It also doesn't help that small businesses don't understand training or leadership. All of the decision makers are too close to the money to be objective.
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Off to Work
I get really depressed the first day of the work week. I don't know why, it's part time (I was tricked into thinking it would be full time) and if not for the amount per hour it would be a total joke. At least I'm getting IT experience, about a year's worth now. I do need a second job though, which sucks. Hopefully with a year of experience under ( Read more... ) -
Pokemon Team
I ended up getting Pokemon White after a friend got me a 3DS. I thought I was out, and they pulled me back in ( Read more... ) -
Almost There
Just a few things to wrap up then I'm passing out. -
New Program
Ok so it doesn't meet 2 of the requirements, but the teacher did help me out a bit by getting my amortization going, and apparently the arrays decided to work on their own (not complaining). On the whole I call it a win, especially considering my ingenious use of validation methods and flow control by enabling and disabling input fields. Enjoy the ( Read more... )