I think this journal has always been my feeling journal. Usually when I'm depressed or overly happy...or angry. A strong feeling meant writing here ( Read more... )

Recently I went to Lake Tahoe, Reno for my cousin's wedding. We stayed in a house with her family from her mom's side, while my immediate family were the only ones to attend from her father's side. Therefore, I had the opportunity to really bond with her cousins from her mom's side ( Read more... )

I've been playing Gardens, a popular online game. The thing about this game is you need energy to play, and energy recharges every couple of minutes, and you need 10 energies to play a level/time travel to the level. Energy maxes out at 30, so in other words, you can only play 3 times before you have to wait to play again ( Read more... )

Well...I've thoroughly exhausted my vocal cords. They literally burn. From what you ask? I was yelling, eyes closed, at the top of my lungs, "Help me!!! HELP ME. Please just help me ( Read more... )

I feel like the harder I try to make life better and happier for other ppl, the less I matter. I'm probably better off making ppl's lives miserable, and make them work for me. Then they will constantly think of me, talk about me, try to please me ( Read more... )

Both JRai and I have been working hard on planning our wedding and preparing for our future life together. We got the keys to our new condo yesterday, and so we've been arranging for cable and internet to be installed ( Read more... )

A long time ago, my brother taught me that in order to make the old aunties stop judging and criticizing me, "Just don't give them anything for them to judge and criticize you". It was difficult to believe this was possible, until my brother showed me through the way he lived, day after day ( Read more... )

Three more months till the wedding day ( Read more... )

I'm not sure anymore if I'm sad because I'm just feeling sad, or if I'm just blaming people in my life for my sadness ( Read more... )

Can I just say that I'm super excited that my best friend, Andrew, is back from Korea for a few days? Ah it's gonna be so great to see him again!