I gave in. Right from the beginning, I told JRai that I would never marry a smoker. But here I am...5 years later...agreeing to marry the smoker ( Read more... )

Went to a BBQ for dinner and woke up in the middle of the night with extreme stomach pains and nauseous. But couldn't throw up either...just the draining feeling of wanting to. I tried to make it to the fridge to get the bottle of Diovol, but found myself lying flat on my back in the middle of the kitchen (a good indicator my kitchen is a good size ( Read more... )

Engagement ( Read more... )

As if by cue, the week before my monthly visitor every single month, I start to cause drama. I've been trying to recognize and control, but why is it so darn difficult? I'll start pestering the man about marriage and children and his life. I'll feel alone and question friendships. Drives me crazy...but more so other ppl I would think ( Read more... )

Its strange how in discussion groups, I can point out advantages and disadvantages to a certain scenario. And then choosing a particular scenario despite it's disadvantages, and when it actually happens, have had no idea this is how it would feel ( Read more... )

JRai and I are heading to Waikiki, Honolulu, Hawaii for the countdown into 2011. Perfectly excited! It's my first time there so I hooked us up with the fresh flower lei for each of us when we arrive, and a private chauffeur that will drive us to and from the airport, as well as bring us to breakfast the first morning and a tour. I joked we'll be ( Read more... )

JRai and I have been taking the class, Love & Respect. The class is absolutely packed with ppl from engaged, to married for a few years, to married for over 60 years +. A lot of the older ppl in the class have taken the class 2-3 times and rave about how each time they take it, they still find it's beneficial to their relationship. So yea, JRai and ( Read more... )

( Yea, this might be a little too much information for most. But I need to get my rave out )

I woke up fairly excited this morning. I have ideas of things to do at my birthday party this Saturday, and it was all the more exciting realizing it's only 2 days away ( Read more... )

Things in life have been rather great for me. Things in life usually mean family, friends, relationship and income. I must admit good relationships usually make for a good life for me ( Read more... )