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Plan Ahead
What do you do when you think you're going to another country ? What do you do when you think you would travel ? What do you do ?
PLAN AHEAD !!
What do you think that it would just materialise right there in front of you ? My case is totally different then your's. You should know better it would take at least 3 months for it to pass. Could have ( Read more... ) -
Conversation
Either to keep as it is,
Or just let it slide of.
I'm tired with these mind games of mind.
I want to go into a deep coma and never come out of it till I'm 26.
That is long enough I think.
Good Day.
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Decisions
It's those time that you have to make a decision in life where the future of the decision would be favourable or not towards your life .
It has come to me, that I need to make a decision that would include my deepest feelings , my routine and my life.
Is it fine for me to make that decision now ?
Is it fair for myself and for others ?
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The day comes
The dreadful day has come...
I can't say anything anymore...
Coz there's nothing matters...
Just it's really our last time around together,
And you treat me like nothing...
Did you realise how were you treating me?
I come by when i'm already tired out by my day.
I'll will definitely sleep after only a few hours of us spending time together. We don ( Read more... ) -
Invisible
Don't mind me.
No really.
I'm just really just invisible.
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My hurtful thoughts
We're done. I know that obviously.
But do you know?
It hurts massively.
The way you handle it between me, the way you put it in words to me. It hurts all over. The things you said to me. It's like I didn't matter at all. It's like I'm such a burden on you. No matter how or what I do or say is a major pain in the ass for you.
What we had for the ( Read more... ) -
A Year
Looking back through the old times (last year to be exact) I'm not the same person who I was with him from the start... I had (in away mentally) had put him my first priority. I went too far, and I have to retract myself now. Its getting out of hand in my head. His not mine nor I'm his. We're not gonna be forever and I should be like this.
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The first and last
How unfortunate it is to get sick on this special day...
Stuck with a headache fever and a damm running nose.
The day before landed on a high scale monthly pain, more than 12 hours of non-stopping piercing pain throughout the reproductive organs :'(
Though it ended, but I guess the pain got diverted into the fever and flu.
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Back
Back in campus but there's still 10 days of semester holiday. Having being back to him earlier then plan is..... well I don't have any specific word for it...
There would be quite a long list of feelings that includes frustration, hurt, heartbreaking, sad, missed, some others too... But its not a thing I should put it out to anyone...
I think I'm ( Read more... )