A Year
Looking back through the old times (last year to be exact) I'm not the same person who I was with him from the start... I had (in away mentally) had put him my first priority. I went too far, and I have to retract myself now. Its getting out of hand in my head. His not mine nor I'm his. We're not gonna be forever and I should be like this.
Shouldn't mind when he's talking to other girls, shouldn't mind when he's busy with his boys, shouldn't mind when he doesn't talk to you, shouldn't be moody with him for the above reasons, should be supportive and helpful whenever needed, should just be me... The uncaring person, the selfish person, the heartless person, the nerdy person, the me, who I am at that time. I should be fine now (I hope). Its just a small thing in life, there are other important things to think about and do. Maybe I'll go up this week and visit my lil sister, that would be a fun change. Nonetheless, I'll have to be discipline in my studies, and get it done before seeing her. Maybe we could go and play laser tag for her fun.
Shouldn't mind when he's talking to other girls, shouldn't mind when he's busy with his boys, shouldn't mind when he doesn't talk to you, shouldn't be moody with him for the above reasons, should be supportive and helpful whenever needed, should just be me... The uncaring person, the selfish person, the heartless person, the nerdy person, the me, who I am at that time. I should be fine now (I hope). Its just a small thing in life, there are other important things to think about and do. Maybe I'll go up this week and visit my lil sister, that would be a fun change. Nonetheless, I'll have to be discipline in my studies, and get it done before seeing her. Maybe we could go and play laser tag for her fun.