so that i can review them in the morning on a fresher mind. Yes, it is late ( Read more... )

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My mother sent me this article. I cut out what i wanted from it to remember. I really do think this will come in handy for me and for zoey ( Read more... )

I been wanting to sit down and do this. So here is where i shall do it. That way i can find it easily and will explain why my butt is so broke all the time ( Read more... )

Things have been very overwhelming lately. I am trying my hardest to take one thing at a time. Never the less- things have been interesting. I miss A and B lots and lots, More then words can express. I think they are really upset with me for not coming out on saturday. I wanted too, but because of my own fault and putting off and not wanting to ( Read more... )

Yesterday. It was a pretty good day. I got to have a full moon on my birthday. That was the most rewarding thing of the whole day. I loved it. I daned in the moon at a park by myself. I know if anyone had seen me, would have thought i was insane. Which i am. ; )

I am slowly feeling better.

I have noticed something. That after so long a persons birthday is not a big bash anymore like it is as time goes. After 30, its kinda like..oh yeah wow turning another year older, oh yeah...thats right a another year has passed and i survived it. Oh wait, another day is going, and another, and its only going closer to the end. wait now i have less ( Read more... )

I feel as if my world is just slowly slipping away into this great negative thing. I feel as if i am drowning, and yet i am still being the strong one for the family. anyways, thats all for now. My entire body hurts including my mind. I'm just exhausted and ready for my psychic to get a break of all this crap that keeps coming my way. Which it will ( Read more... )

so i found out mom took off of work on monday too. So this means that mom and dad will be home monday, and tuesday!! OMFG, i am going to go insane. I swear they both better go rent a hotel room or something. They need time alone and i can't afford to go stay anywhere! I don't want to listen to the constant yelling and screaming anymore. i am done. ( Read more... )

the mom being a bitch hasn't changed one bit with my aunt and cousin being gone. I have had a really sore throat and not feeling well since 2 days ago. Yesterday it was way worse and the thought of "uh oh could be Tonsel' " went through my head. I didn't want to go to the doc, but i did. I went today after work. I told mom i was going to go. She ( Read more... )