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So soon
Time ticks on. And it's rather interesting how it does. It's a miracle where I have ended up now. It's a saving grace really. The world is settling in my lap and I'm here smiling because she got it for me. I don't know where to go from here. But I will just go with this sweet feeling flow. I don't even know what to write at times but I feel an ( Read more... ) -
Valentines day
Today wash first valentines day spent with someone who wasn't my mom. Now don't get me wrong my mom is an amazing woman and she will always be my valentine cause I love her oh so dearly and she will always love her first and only son the way a mother a should. But of course I have always wanted to feel a womans warmth and love who wasn't related to ( Read more... ) -
new music
Finally got around to downloading that CD jones sent, the wu-tang vs. the bettles mash up collabo. It's hot shit actually. Then again I'm a huge wu fan so why wouldn't I find it good right? Its decent stuff it is, you should all check it out. Well later when I don't feel so lazy as to not post the link. Lol ( Read more... ) -
Affection deal with it
I am in love with being in love. I am loving the nervous feelings I get, the worry the shock the deep seeded love from not seeing your better half for a length of time.
Simple put I am in love with being in love.
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Florida
Thank you friends who pay for my food and drinks. Though they were only 2 drinks and a shot. I'm still grateful. I love them. And I love my headache that came with it.
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Where am I
So here I sit. Well more like lounge, I'm not really lying down nor am I in a sitting position. So this is more of a lounge. But that is beside the point. Here I am in bed and I think. What slese foci do right? That's me, a thinker, deep long hard thinker who doesn't know when he had gotten ahead of himself with his own thoughts. Ok I'm sitting now ( Read more... ) -
Where am I
So here I sit. Well more like lounge, I'm not really lying down nor am I in a sitting position. So this is more of a lounge. But that is beside the point. Here I am in bed and I think. What slese foci do right? That's me, a thinker, deep long hard thinker who doesn't know when he had gotten ahead of himself with his own thoughts. Ok I'm sitting now ( Read more... ) -
revalation, amazed. yup.
So I have had a nice lengthy talk with my lady tonight about religion. I had finished watching boondock saints and I felt weird. Though I love that movie I still feel like maybe I should give religion another shot. It's been just shy of 12 years that I guess you can say "quit" it and said I wouldn't really go back. But something keeps me there, I ( Read more... ) -
Lifes little pleasures
We must enjoy them. When and where we can find them. It has taken me too many years to realize I need to slow down and not risk an ulcer or heart attack. I have found love and with love I have learned patience. I just figured I would share this. That is all. Back to work.
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Lost nervous and scared
So I'm sitting here freaked out and lost in my own nervous thought. I'm sure at one point I can share what is making me so, but for now just leave it as something really got my stomach doing flips. I have too much on my mind and it's actually distracting me from being blank. Lol I enjoy not having to think much these days because I just get tired ( Read more... )