Lost nervous and scared
So I'm sitting here freaked out and lost in my own nervous thought. I'm sure at one point I can share what is making me so, but for now just leave it as something really got my stomach doing flips. I have too much on my mind and it's actually distracting me from being blank. Lol I enjoy not having to think much these days because I just get tired of putting forth effort. Though since Amanda came into my life I find myself thinking more, putting forth effort even into the smallest of things and I like it!
Right now I'm sitting in my room watching king Fu hustle and I'm having trouble focusing on it because of what it running thru my head. And I've seen this movie plenty of times but I can't seem to focus and watch it. Oh well. Maybe I need to just watch it and stop playing around on here.
Maybe I need to fry and clear my mind. I don't know how, I dont know what I need to do to clear it. I wish I could say what it was so maybe I could ask for help or guidance or something. But unfortunately I have nothing. So I think I will go to bed. Or watch the movie or something.
Night kids. I'm going to clear my head with crap. Lol.
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