I figure if i don't find some way to express the anger i feel inside of myself, i end up blowing up on people when i know i'm better than that. I guess as of late, people i have cared about have kinda let me down, if it's not one thing it's another. I have jumped to conclusions about things that have just developed in my head and not tried to think ( Read more... )

So yeah it's been like a century since i have written in this thing. I could pretty much talk about anything. I could talk about how much of a pain in the ass Formal has been, i could talk about all the memories that i don't want to come up with Formal, but i guess i'll just talk about how I'm stuck between the person i want to be or the kid that ( Read more... )

So this semester has come to an end and how it ended up being so much different that i could have ever expected. I came into this year with a couple of goals, rekindling old flames, doing better in school, and making my fraternity stronger. Well in some areas i fell short, some i met, and in others, well i guess still progressing but along the way ( Read more... )

So yeah i know even the title to this entry is not very typical of me but then again i havent been acting like the typical alfonso everyone has grown to love and adore.haha. anyways so much has gone on in my life in the last weeks that it has felt like an emotional rollercoster at times, from extreme sadness to extreme passion. The thing was, it ( Read more... )

So what makes up a friend? Is it the common bond people share that determines who their friends r, Is it experiences or events that people experience together, or is it just someone who keeps you entertained? I have always thought a friend was someone u could count on. Yes it is easy being around someone in good times, but the true test of ( Read more... )

So this entry is dedicated to my brother's. When i joined Lambda Chi Alpha, i wasn't exactly sure what i was getting myself into. After a year and some months now, yes we have a few kinks that need to be worked out but nevertheless, i have never questioned if i made the right choice or not. Yes we all have our differences, some guys r just ( Read more... )

so yeah i have been a lil down of late how things can change so damn quick. So today was possibly one of the best days of my life. Not only did i get Hope back bc Mercer messed up and I shouldnt have been reviewed yet for Hope since i only had 26 attempted hours, i will be getting a refund check of at least 600 possibly 1200 if they want to give ( Read more... )

So apparently my new habits have been worrying people a little so i guess i'll speak on it. Since this year has started, i know i have picked up on my drinking. I'm afraid people now see me as some drunk, which i think is not a fair description of who i am. Yes i do drink more these days, i kinda wonder why i am, i guess the only reason i can come ( Read more... )

So after an eventful and emotional week, i am actually feeling pretty damn good. I was in a lil slump but after this weekend, i kinda had some alone time to reevaluate my life and how i go about things. I guess i was too caught up in trying to get a gf or something like that as fast as possible, or trying to rekindle old flames, but that is what ( Read more... )

so it has been forever since my last entry, ah so many things to talk about. I'm so glad to be back. I love living in the house, i barely sleep and sooo many great stories already. The new class has some very attractive girls so that's a plus. I've begun to talk to this one girl and i know we have great chemistry but i wonder what will happen. I ( Read more... )