anger management
I figure if i don't find some way to express the anger i feel inside of myself, i end up blowing up on people when i know i'm better than that. I guess as of late, people i have cared about have kinda let me down, if it's not one thing it's another. I have jumped to conclusions about things that have just developed in my head and not tried to think about the rational explanation for it. Sadly, when i finally decide to trust people, something comes up that ruins all of it. I won't lie, I don't trust people anymore, everytime i do, i just realize what a fool i was. It has happened time after time. And yes this does refer to girls but i'm so tired of this, i guess i kinda think people should live up to my expectations and my values but maybe i'm just too old fashioned for today's society. Yeah people say "oh no you will find the right person and not all people are slutty and what not" u know what every single time i am proved wrong and wrong again. I dunno what to believe anymore, maybe i'll become a priest and not worry about this stuff anymore. I apologize for making u girls hurt in the past, but y'all are really making it hard for me to feel bad about it.