friends only please.

chicago is so interesting ( Read more... )

michigan.

tonight is my last night in ann arbor, and then i am heading home tomorrow morning for a day or two before i take the train.

there are things and people i am going to miss, but most that i will not.

chicago, hello.

Fuck, is this right?

Should I go it alone?

i realized today how weird when it comes to death. for some reason or another i never know how exactly to feel or react when someone i know dies. i think its moreso that i have trouble taking it personal when someone does die, not that- that's what its about, but it almost seems like the most common response when someone does die ( Read more... )

BIRTHDAY TO ME! COME HAVE A DRINK WITH ME TONIGHT, OR ANY OTHER NIGHT THIS WEEK!

i am keeping it under wraps because i don't want to jinx it. i am all smiling on the inside.

I miss my life. I feel purposeless and void. Everything is just sullen and dead. It's hard to figure out what answers there are to it all, or maybe which direction I took that has taken me here. Seasonal sadness is so predicted, but I have definitely raised my hand for this one. I am envious of everything, and everyone. There is no one to reach out ( Read more... )

sigh

sometimes some people are so beautiful or great that i feel insignificant. not even to sound depressing or anything; but just fact. there are some people that i encounter, or even know that seem very fortunate. and i am envious beyond words.

its very intimidating, you know?