feelings are stupid.

i have absolutely no idea what i'm doing anymore. everything in patterns. and i'm finding myself doing things, but having no certain idea as to why i'm doing it. nothing terrible, just little things. and after the fact i find myself asking "what did i do that for?". it's both funny & weird. unexplainable, but i wish i had an answer. i have all this ( Read more... )

third place posted.

come to my housewarming party this saturday august 25th at 10pm. the address is 1004 brooks ann arbor, mi 48104. you can pet my kittens and drink with me and a big mix of people.

ups & downs you know?

i think my cat is being put down, and if not today really soon. he has liver cancer and has lost all of his weight almost. he can't keep food down, and he keeps going to the bathroom all over my parents house. he's honestly a ghost of himself lately.

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i have been working nonstop lately. my manager is ready to have her baby, so after she leaves I have to step up and help run the store with the other manager. i worked almost 50 hours last week, and am getting close to 40 a week now. the money is nice, but i don't have a lot of downtime for anything or anyone. all i do is come home, relax, and ( Read more... )

the humidity is coming and i'm not excited at all. my landlord said that there are some crazy storms heading this way, that should stick around for the next week or so. if tornados are involved i'm hiding somewhere ( Read more... )

i miss a lot of people from my past.

otherwise, i am perfectly happy right now. two promotions at work, three raises, and trying to do something ive never done before every night. everything is best in trios.

couples can go fuck themselves. im tired of sitting back. its easier to forget about someone when you have someone else to lean on ( Read more... )

everything will be perfect in 49 days. im registered at los angeles southwest college. i should be on the road sometime in mid-january. there's nothing and no one left for me here. im severing all ties with the bad in my life, and im settling all scores that are still standing. im taking my cat and i plan on never coming back to bad memories again ( Read more... )

take advantage of my last few weeks in michigan. i wont be coming back for awhile, or at all. you'd think winter break would be the appropriate time to get together. we'll see.