I hate grieving so much.

Tomorrow, I'm going to go away.

Tonight, I felt over it and I don't know why. Today hasn't been a particularly bad day. I'm going to attempt to look within to understand what's eating me. Maybe I'll get some understanding, or maybe I'll find scapegoat reasons and further stray from what's really the issue. I can only know if I explore, and through words, I'll plunge ( Read more... )

I've done wrong and I need a confessional. I need to confess that not only am I wrong, but I'm sorry to the offended parties involved regardless if it's dirt off the shoulder. It's a matter of principle and in order to learn, I have to face it ( Read more... )

Two lovers sleep sweetly in my bed,
and I sleep on my chair,
facing (her) them,
with my feet kicked up on the corner for support.
No one shall disturb them,
not even me
with my crooked back.

It takes so much. It takes so much discipline. These nights when the town goes to sleep and the nighthawks look to keep the spirit going, my spirit becomes vulnerable so I usually leave early. My mind gets bogged down with a weakened facade of pure happiness. The feeling of isolation creeps in and yet instead of being around people, I want to be ( Read more... )

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Oh my god, the heavens are opening. Swirls of chiaroscuro clouds congregate like a roman orgy of tapestries. A small cloud turned into as rabbit and drank the vitality from the moon. Then it glowed brighter with happiness and poured itself out of the sky. The moon continued orchestrating the symphony of marble robes. I watched the doorway moon for ( Read more... )

RADIOHEAD CONCERT + BEANS = BEST NIGHT OF MY LIFE.

ZOMG.

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