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all i want right now is to hear your voice, and show you how different i can be. how i'm so glad that i've gotten everything out.
please god, please let her call me. it's everything i need, everything i want right now.
she is everything i need and want. because she'll be my best friend forever.
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i get shit written about me everyday
how the hell do you think i feel?
nobody fucking gets it.
i said sorry.
i lost my pride the moment i stated that.
i defend you.
you tell me it doesn't matter. you tell me that you don't really care.
i try to give you comfort.
you take it the wrong way.
can somebody tell me what i'm supposed to do?
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i honestly have nothing to say today. i had a really good day, apart from being ditched by sally. i don't know how to be myself anymore. the moment i picked up the phone, the moment i heard her voice, i just felt like i was beat. i was destroyed. i didn't know how to be pissed, or to even...use a bad temper with her. she said that she wanted to ( Read more... ) -
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what did i do wrong? >_< i didn't even get mad at her for today, when really, i was so upset about it. I WAS SO FREAKING UPSET that i got ditched..i was looking forward to today SO much. i told tiffany, lucy...i told them sally invited me to something. i told cathy that sally was gonna make me happy today, cuz she actually seemed like she wanted to ( Read more... ) -
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woow...so apparently, your boyfriend is more important than me? you HARDLY see me okay? like...ahh. i want to cry right now. and to think that i was bragging ALL day to lucy and tiffany how much fun i'd have with my BEST FRIENDS and my LITTLE SISTER tomorrow. well, i guess that's ruined now. and i don't have the guts to tell you that you saying ( Read more... ) -
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i'm so tired of putting you first place in my heart...
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well that's just great. i just lost my temper. yay for fucking myself over for life.
i don't know what i want anymore. i wish i could just talk to someone and they could understand how i feel.
that they could tell me what the most important person in my life [is she still? i don't know] is thinking.
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i'm so tired...i feel like i'm putting on a show for everyone.
i'm trying to change into someone that i can NEVER BE.
i'm trying to change into someone that just can't ever be me...
but i have to right? do i really have to?
i'm so tired of everything. just like...walk around telling people that i've given up.
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okay. dear people reading this livejournal. i am in fact putting names. i would post this on facebook, except for the fact that probably my friends would rage at me, since they told me to leave it. but really? i've been saying to people for the past month to at least leave a name if they're gonna insult. well there. here it's out in the open. ( Read more... ) -
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what am i doing wrong these days?
it seems like every step i take seems to be the wrong one.
waht did i ever do...to get THIS?
it seems like NOBODY wants me happy, and the people who try aren't cheering me up the right way.
yeah, it's a selfish thing to say.
but it's the truth.
i'm not smiling like i used to because i can't anymore.
there's nothing in the ( Read more... )