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i'm so tired...i feel like i'm putting on a show for everyone.
i'm trying to change into someone that i can NEVER BE.
i'm trying to change into someone that just can't ever be me...
but i have to right? do i really have to?
i'm so tired of everything. just like...walk around telling people that i've given up.
that i wanted to give up. when the truth is...
it made me happy to know that i could care so much.
it made me realize that no one can ever replace me in your heart even if you did find me annoying.
i was myself. and i was proud of who i was, being able to wear my heart on my sleeve
but i guess it wasn't right. i can't expect you to do this much for me...it's really not right.
i'm a best friend. this isn't a relationship. nothing in the world would change that fact.
but really? when i look back at everything i've been building,
and trying to set in stone with your life...
i start crying, because i have to let that all go.
i just hope that i'm doing the right thing, and you'll be happier. i don't really understand right from wrong anymore, but i do hope that you will never forget who i was...and who i truly am.
although i have swore to myself i will change...i'll never forget how much you meant to me before...and now.
things have changed, and so have we. but really, i still remember how it was...
i still remember every tear, every smile, every laugh, every frown, every hug...everything.
because i'll never forget who you were. but i think i've already forgotten who i am.
i'm trying to change into someone that i can NEVER BE.
i'm trying to change into someone that just can't ever be me...
but i have to right? do i really have to?
i'm so tired of everything. just like...walk around telling people that i've given up.
that i wanted to give up. when the truth is...
it made me happy to know that i could care so much.
it made me realize that no one can ever replace me in your heart even if you did find me annoying.
i was myself. and i was proud of who i was, being able to wear my heart on my sleeve
but i guess it wasn't right. i can't expect you to do this much for me...it's really not right.
i'm a best friend. this isn't a relationship. nothing in the world would change that fact.
but really? when i look back at everything i've been building,
and trying to set in stone with your life...
i start crying, because i have to let that all go.
i just hope that i'm doing the right thing, and you'll be happier. i don't really understand right from wrong anymore, but i do hope that you will never forget who i was...and who i truly am.
although i have swore to myself i will change...i'll never forget how much you meant to me before...and now.
things have changed, and so have we. but really, i still remember how it was...
i still remember every tear, every smile, every laugh, every frown, every hug...everything.
because i'll never forget who you were. but i think i've already forgotten who i am.