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i get shit written about me everyday
how the hell do you think i feel?
nobody fucking gets it.
i said sorry.
i lost my pride the moment i stated that.
i defend you.
you tell me it doesn't matter. you tell me that you don't really care.
i try to give you comfort.
you take it the wrong way.
can somebody tell me what i'm supposed to do?
i think about you first priority of everyday. even now i'm dealing with all this, the person i'm most worried about is you. am i supposed to try and walk away from all of this? even if you told me to, i can't. you fucking mean the world to me and i love you.
is it so impossible to see the constant pain inside?
because it's killing me. i can't stand this anymore.