unless you are prepared for the result, never tell me and wilmer that we can't do something. We WILL find a way. For example ( Read more... )

howdy everyone. College life is kuel. Sometimes its awesome. Other times, it gets a little boring. I've discovered that this place is DEAD on the weekends. Friday nights can be fun. If you know the right RA's you can pretty much get away with anything as long as you're not being stupid about it ( Read more... )

i leave for college tomorrow. i'm sad that i'm leaving my friends behind yet i'm excited to be going to college. a little room mixups but overall i can't wait. I haven't heard from kitty since that response to my letter which leads me to believe that she really just doesnt give a crap. I've seen her online and she doesnt even send a message through ( Read more... )

Well, here's the update ( Read more... )

I left a letter for katie today in her mailbox at work. Here are some excerpts ( Read more... )

it was great having so many of my friends together hanging out and having fun. The only thing i'm upset about are the people who said they'd come and didn't show up and didnt tell me that they couldn't come. I'll give them to tomorrow to let me know why they didn't show up, but other than that i'm really pissed at them. i'll name the people right ( Read more... )

well i didn't get my birthday wish.....not surprised tho. CALLING ALL READERS WHO KNOW ME. SATURDAY. MY HOUSE. BE THERE. i want as many people as i can get to go come to my house on saturday to hang, chill, and be merry ( Read more... )

well here we are again. The day before my birthday. give or take a couple hours, its exactly a year since i began this journal. I experienced pain, not that much happiness, more pain, and some interesting other things. My outlook on life hasn't changed, but i have definitly changed ( Read more... )

well i'm very confused about something right now. See once again, i've put my trust in someone. I took a chance at forgiving someone. And now right now I am not sure if that was the correct move. People can change, i believe that. However, they sometimes seem like they have changed, when really they havent. I think this may be one of those times. ( Read more... )

i passed my black belt test! amazing isn't it? i think it surprised me the most. the fact that i passed that is. Now i'm sore beyond belief. My neck is killing me, my back is sore, i can barely move my leg but its ok. i'm probably gonne be even more sore in the morning lol. But its okies, i got my black belt. And there was only one person who told ( Read more... )