and the update
Well, here's the update:
Kuel new games, fun stuff. Hanging out with friends. Got my blackbelt (finally). Got a DS with Jump Superstars on the way. Awesome game, over 100 characters from over 27 differnt anime/manga all crammed into a Nintendo DS game that supports wireless up to 4 players. Including single-cart multiplayer, my friends dont even have to have the game for me to play with them. Work is ok, i dont really like most of the people. But there are a couple i'm friends with the rest i just deal with. I leave for college in 10 days.
You'll notice the severe lack of enthusiasm and mention of katie. Well that would be because i recieved a single letter from her in response to my letter which proceeded to try to explain whats been going on, whats wrong, and how she wasn't trying to use any of it as an excuse, (even though it still was). It all essentially translates to "i have too much on my mind and too much going on and going wrong". She also said she'd call over the weekend for us to hangout. I haven't heard from her since. I also dont expect to either. I will actually be very surprised if i hear from her, not that i wouldn't be happy. But i'd still be very surprised. Oh well. i'd like to take this moment to apologize to all those people who i told off because i believed her and believed in her and i wouldn't hear a word otherwise. I'm sorry, you all were right. Once again i was an idiot. Hope you're all happy.
"Do you know the pain of living, knowing your not needed by anyone? For that is the greatest pain" --- Haku
living just for the sake of living, is not living at all. You must live for yourself, and all people desire to have at least one other person that they live for. To have one person who will always be there for them when they need it. To have someone who will always be there no matter how big or how bad a fight or disagreement is. Feeling the way I do, and walking around hearing everyone talking about this girlfriend, that boyfriend, this person they dated, that person they kissed, etc., just plain sux. Of course I dont go around shouting this around. I just go on my merry way and deal with whatever comes up. Lets hope things get better shall we?
Kuel new games, fun stuff. Hanging out with friends. Got my blackbelt (finally). Got a DS with Jump Superstars on the way. Awesome game, over 100 characters from over 27 differnt anime/manga all crammed into a Nintendo DS game that supports wireless up to 4 players. Including single-cart multiplayer, my friends dont even have to have the game for me to play with them. Work is ok, i dont really like most of the people. But there are a couple i'm friends with the rest i just deal with. I leave for college in 10 days.
You'll notice the severe lack of enthusiasm and mention of katie. Well that would be because i recieved a single letter from her in response to my letter which proceeded to try to explain whats been going on, whats wrong, and how she wasn't trying to use any of it as an excuse, (even though it still was). It all essentially translates to "i have too much on my mind and too much going on and going wrong". She also said she'd call over the weekend for us to hangout. I haven't heard from her since. I also dont expect to either. I will actually be very surprised if i hear from her, not that i wouldn't be happy. But i'd still be very surprised. Oh well. i'd like to take this moment to apologize to all those people who i told off because i believed her and believed in her and i wouldn't hear a word otherwise. I'm sorry, you all were right. Once again i was an idiot. Hope you're all happy.
"Do you know the pain of living, knowing your not needed by anyone? For that is the greatest pain" --- Haku
living just for the sake of living, is not living at all. You must live for yourself, and all people desire to have at least one other person that they live for. To have one person who will always be there for them when they need it. To have someone who will always be there no matter how big or how bad a fight or disagreement is. Feeling the way I do, and walking around hearing everyone talking about this girlfriend, that boyfriend, this person they dated, that person they kissed, etc., just plain sux. Of course I dont go around shouting this around. I just go on my merry way and deal with whatever comes up. Lets hope things get better shall we?