I really need to lose some weight. It is urgent now, seriously ( Read more... )

Ugh, I ate dinner and purged! Nothing really came out, so that is obviously very disappointing. I hate how I'm not losing any weight anymore. I'm gaining, in fact, and it makes me hate myself, yet I still keep eating! I feel like such an idiot. I think telling myself what I'm planning to do instead of just DOING IT is sabotaging me and setting ( Read more... )

So... today all I have eaten is some candy, a turkey and cheese sandwich on a croissant, and some vegetables, and I feel so horrendously fat, so that's probably all I'm going to eat for the day. My weight just keeps climbing, so somehow my metabolism must have slowed way down. I am too afraid to fast. There is something about it that makes it ( Read more... )

I didn't fast. I ate. I'm going to try to get back on my diet tomorrow, and exercise. Will power, slow and steady, doing it the right way. This is so goddamn frustrating because now all my clothes that looked good on me before show off my new pudge around my stomach. It's disgusting. Oh well, it's just extra motivation to reform my habits once and ( Read more... )

God... I can't believe I let myself get this fat. I have gained seven pounds in a very short amount of time. I have to fast before it gets any worse. I don't care if it messes up my metabolism, I can fix that later. For now, I have to get this weight off me ( Read more... )

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