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Ugh, I ate dinner and purged! Nothing really came out, so that is obviously very disappointing. I hate how I'm not losing any weight anymore. I'm gaining, in fact, and it makes me hate myself, yet I still keep eating! I feel like such an idiot. I think telling myself what I'm planning to do instead of just DOING IT is sabotaging me and setting myself up for failure. Ugh, I gotta do better tomorrow. I hate weighing this much.