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So... today all I have eaten is some candy, a turkey and cheese sandwich on a croissant, and some vegetables, and I feel so horrendously fat, so that's probably all I'm going to eat for the day. My weight just keeps climbing, so somehow my metabolism must have slowed way down. I am too afraid to fast. There is something about it that makes it psychologically unappealing to me, so for now I will just skip meals. Tonight I am skipping dinner, and my next meal will most likely be lunch tomorrow. SOME DAY I will fast. Why do I have such poor will power???