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I really need to lose some weight. It is urgent now, seriously.
I confess I think anorexia would look good on me, but it's a terrible disease. I'm not denying that. I just think that it would work out because I feel like I'm a terrible person. The guy I thought I loved says I'm pathetic now, okay. Alright. Alright, alright, alright. He thinks I'm crazy, maybe I am. I want to put it to good use, I'm sad now. I was 107 just a few short weeks ago till I started drinking waaay too much. Now I'm at 112 and disgusting. I hate it. I want to drop 10 lbs a.s.a.p., but I know it's going to take some patience. I won't tell myself not to eat tomorrow, cause that always messes me up somehow. But I'm determined, I don't know what else to do.
I confess I think anorexia would look good on me, but it's a terrible disease. I'm not denying that. I just think that it would work out because I feel like I'm a terrible person. The guy I thought I loved says I'm pathetic now, okay. Alright. Alright, alright, alright. He thinks I'm crazy, maybe I am. I want to put it to good use, I'm sad now. I was 107 just a few short weeks ago till I started drinking waaay too much. Now I'm at 112 and disgusting. I hate it. I want to drop 10 lbs a.s.a.p., but I know it's going to take some patience. I won't tell myself not to eat tomorrow, cause that always messes me up somehow. But I'm determined, I don't know what else to do.