I know I've gained weight, but that degree to which I failed did not occur to me until just now ( Read more... )

I wish I could articulate my thoughts more eloquently, as opposed to my scattered and unfinished ones. Oh well ( Read more... )

Im so cold. My nip nips are like piercing through my shirt and ripping it.

That is all.

I'm drinking green tea right now, and to tell the truth I don't think it tastes particularly great, but the taste and smell bring me back to sophomore year. I basically lived off of green tea and green beans. My room, the bathroom, the living room...they were all littered with coffe mugs with abandoned tea bags. And you know what's funny? When I ( Read more... )

I better do some homework today, I'm at that point where either I can redeem myself if I finish everything, or dig myself into a very deep hole if I don't. But tonight is faaaaamily guy night! Yay ( Read more... )

Patterns, patterns, patterns. Everything in my life seems to have this cadence, this rythmic repeating pattern of monotony. The occasional high point sends me into a euhporic episode usually lasting a couple days, then all of a sudden the tiniest thing will bring me down. The most trivial things...materialistic, frivolous, stupid things. I'll look ( Read more... )

I read over all my old entries yesterday and I can describe the feeling it gave me. I mean, half the thoughts, quite honestly, I probably wouldn't have even recognized as my own. I'm not sure why. Perhaps i've matured more than I give myself credit for...I mean it's been a couple years, I at least HOPE i've matured ( Read more... )

I think I am one of the most flighty people ever. How pathetic; I cannot seem to manage a fucking online journal, even though the fact that I go on the internet EVERYDAY. I haven't been on livejournal in so long ( Read more... )

I apologize to all my friends; I know I'm not a very consistent updater, if you want to unfriend me I understand ( Read more... )

I have a problem with neglecting everything when I am depressed or feeling down ( Read more... )