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I better do some homework today, I'm at that point where either I can redeem myself if I finish everything, or dig myself into a very deep hole if I don't. But tonight is faaaaamily guy night! Yay!
I've been in a bad mood all weekend (because I've been eating). I just need to get myself back on track and everything will be simple and comfortable. Life would be so much easier if I were comfortable with myself. Honestly, one of the most painful things is getting into the shower; there is a mirror across from it, so basically you have to stare at yourself while getting out of the shower or getting in. Sometimes I close my eyes. If I can't even look at myself naked, how can anyone else. I feel disgusting and worthless. I really need a new journal, so if anyone has a code i'd be SO thankful, because I have a sneaking suspicion that someone might know about this journal. Thanks
okay more later, i hear my sister waking up
I've been in a bad mood all weekend (because I've been eating). I just need to get myself back on track and everything will be simple and comfortable. Life would be so much easier if I were comfortable with myself. Honestly, one of the most painful things is getting into the shower; there is a mirror across from it, so basically you have to stare at yourself while getting out of the shower or getting in. Sometimes I close my eyes. If I can't even look at myself naked, how can anyone else. I feel disgusting and worthless. I really need a new journal, so if anyone has a code i'd be SO thankful, because I have a sneaking suspicion that someone might know about this journal. Thanks
okay more later, i hear my sister waking up