Cant help the one you love.

Things change and people change constantly and so quickly. My head feels like its just spinning. I don’t know what to do with myself, Why can't I feel anything from anyone other than you?

okay im back to complain. i cant drive stick. im going to get into so many accidents. i know it. i just want to be able to drive so i dont have to rely on anybody. ever. especially my fucking parents. seriously what cara sed to my last entry is exactly right, but when it comes down to it we all feel the same way about this one particular person but ( Read more... )

okay so i havent writen in a while. no i didnt loose my phone. ha. spring break was ill. parties and what not. 420 was str8. i just am so confused and upset with life its discusting. like seriously,i just want to like chill but never talk about anything ever, bc somehow something always gets twisted or sed and i just dont understand how people can ( Read more... )

whoa. lifes beeeen real hetic. umm celevland st. is no more. its so sad. i miss it. umm last weekend. me and jenn heloed the boys move. we sat around and watched movies and ordered dominios for the last time. and then on the last day at 32 celevland, we made pot brownies. which was ill. and we went to the new house and just chilled. its real nice. ( Read more... )

okay so more about my weekend. saturday i got a liddle too drunk. parrty on cleveland. and umm sunday was easter. then monday me jenn fatjoe and nielson watched the incredibles. it wasnt thattt good. i woulda rather been watching anchorman. ha. umm and tuesday i worked. ivee had capts all week. today was beautiful. it was warm i stayed after school ( Read more... )

yup so right now im in school, taking those damn capt tests while my entire grade is fucking home sleeping. the writing was easy. good topic. but the science one just pissed me off completely to know that the people who fucking make these tests arent in highschool anymore, they dont know and i have to pass them to graduate, that stupid test isnt ( Read more... )

togas were awesome. for a little while there, we were out numbered. but then people started putting on sheets. it worked very nicely. my toga was black, jenn made it all cute for me. umm this week has beeen good. friendlys is fun. i fucking found my prom dress the exact one IN PINK! im so excited im gonna trade 'em. hehe. yahh its snowing. i hope ( Read more... )

hmm.. it was a fun week with jenza. i worked on tuesday. and yesterday for 5.1/2 hours. omg st pattys day was so much fun we skipped school and went to the city, and got drunk, sat on bench infront of this huge ass building and smoked a joint, and saw the parade and went to central park and then we went to times square, then to washington square ( Read more... )

Ode to the Nice Girls ( Read more... )

okay so. last night was nuts. i was notttt expecting that. haha. okay so we beeed out of school early me tina && sabrina. we got caught out. then we got stoned. then jenn&&crill came and got mee from mickeyd.s and we went to nielsons. it was funn thou mad fucking heads came. i smoked outta medusa with crystal&&jenzza. and my plan of not getting ( Read more... )