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okay so i havent writen in a while. no i didnt loose my phone. ha. spring break was ill. parties and what not. 420 was str8. i just am so confused and upset with life its discusting. like seriously,i just want to like chill but never talk about anything ever, bc somehow something always gets twisted or sed and i just dont understand how people can sit there and agree with you and the next thing you know make it look like your the bad guy saying all this shit. i just dont get it. or get people for that matter. i think i need one of those days ray was talking about where i take the day off, and not answer anyone and do my own thing. this week i have to catch up on so much work anyways, and i have to learn to drive my stupid car bc i got my stupid liscense :) . but yah.
people wow. i just dont understand i just try to b so str8 up and b like this is how im feeling, or this is how you've made me feel bc its better than being like well you do this and you do that, but no one ever seeems to care so why bother. this is to you, so wrapped up in your self you have no idea whats going on around you unless it involves you. its crazy, your crazy, you drive me crazy. but i love you.
i just need time to figure out whats going on. its just endless craziness.
kers.
people wow. i just dont understand i just try to b so str8 up and b like this is how im feeling, or this is how you've made me feel bc its better than being like well you do this and you do that, but no one ever seeems to care so why bother. this is to you, so wrapped up in your self you have no idea whats going on around you unless it involves you. its crazy, your crazy, you drive me crazy. but i love you.
i just need time to figure out whats going on. its just endless craziness.
kers.