Apr 10, 2005 13:39
whoa. lifes beeeen real hetic. umm celevland st. is no more. its so sad. i miss it. umm last weekend. me and jenn heloed the boys move. we sat around and watched movies and ordered dominios for the last time. and then on the last day at 32 celevland, we made pot brownies. which was ill. and we went to the new house and just chilled. its real nice. and then this week. ive been chillen with jen beeeein crazzy. and working. i have to work today actually. this weekend was fun except for the end of last night. that fucking sucked. butt yah no friday we went to calis. which was fun. and then ummm last gnith we went to adrians black&&white. which was ill. but i gott a little toooo relish. and i dont even know. cried like usual. i need to seriously, like stop drinking all together. cuz i just get tooo fucking hurt. too fucking hurt, and i hate it. i think my cellphone is gone. but im not sure yet. i just completely need to stop drinking and just smoke pot with jen at parties. bc then i wont get myself in to trouble, or sleep in completely on a beautiful day like this, or wake up with a spliting head ache or bruises from falling toooo much. umm so yeah idk, and i came home at 3am. idk why. bc jen left or some shit. i dont even know. i was buggin thou. no drinking for katt. cuz i looose something and i bug bc im so drunk and i cant even look for it, and then i get all sad, thinking i lost object thats prolly expensive, like my camera or my cellphone and i get all upset. then while im getting all upset, cuz im all wasted i think about like 300 other things that make me upset and i just cry. and cry. and cry. sooo no more drinking forr me. i feel like an idiot. damn i wish i didnt loose my cell. not once. twice! haha. oh well. grr. i need to save money and buy a new one. i think i kinda want the 710. hmmm. but then me and jennn dont have a cellphone at all. ohhh boyyy. well yahhh so thats about it. i have to give adrians shoes back. lol. alrighty im out peet.