fuck this place. i neeed out.
okay so. last night was nuts. i was notttt expecting that. haha. okay so we beeed out of school early me tina && sabrina. we got caught out. then we got stoned. then jenn&&crill came and got mee from mickeyd.s and we went to nielsons. it was funn thou mad fucking heads came. i smoked outta medusa with crystal&&jenzza. and my plan of not getting drunk bc i had work today did work too well. haha. i got wasted. but then it turned into like a highschool party. like people from my grade were there and i was like whattt is going on. haha. marybeth is mad str8 she sed she'd sell me dows at mobil. haha.yah so it was amanda surges bday and she's like ohhh this party is for meee, blah blah fucking blah and i kinda just shook my head but i inside i was like no it isnt, shut the fuck up. haha. ohhh and i got AWESOME flickers. so if you want them, gimme your email. yah so when me and jenza were out last ngiht there was a fight on the front porch it was nutss. you couldnt like get through to the kitchen it was hilarious, someone like had to lead me bc it was that fucking packed. it was funn thou. work was good. i like friendlys alot. i greet&&seat. come visit meeeeee. okay so i NEEEED to be 18 like right the fuck now. like honestly, i cant do this anymore, i need to move out or something. i neeed money. i neeeeed out. i have to be able to support myself god damnit. im really thinking about nightschool. bc then id be able to make mad dough and move on with my life quicker. i hate this house, i hate them. i cant take this bullshit. ohhhh and so she wants to send me away. ill go crazy. if they put me in. ill go nuts. ill never get out. the sad part is too, im like the only one who hasnt gone in yet. i cant. i wont. ill DIE. what will i do. no people. no nothing. i will honestly like I DONT EVEN KNOW. and then once i got out ill FUCKING KILL PEOPLE. meaning my stupid ignorant drunk parents. god damnnnn. im like ripping pissed. but i got get in the shower, call brie bc she goes back to uconn tomorrow. and see whats good for tonight. and call my lovely jenzzza. okay im out.peeeet.