Had a pretty good weekend ( Read more... )

Stan is sad and it breaks my heart to see him like this ...

I am crazy about Nabeel ... I like Nabeel so much *sigh*

Sunday, after work (half day) headed to Stan’s (don’t remember how my day at work was ... most prolly the usual i.e. boring). From there we went to Mughal Mahal for lunch [and on the way I saw 2 of my students from BSK, Maddy and Aisha, Maddy looks great. She’s a lovely girl. I don’t think they recognized me :-/ then again the 2nd time I saw ( Read more... )

So tired ... had so many cups of cappachino and no-bloody-reaction ( Read more... )

So I had one of the shittiest weekends ever ( Read more... )

So I decided to break the ice - went over and tried creating convo with N. It wasn’t all that bad. We had lunch together along with Sharmila. It was funny - he went to McD’s and after placing the order realized he didn’t have his wallet so he called me on his way back. Lending him the money wasn’t a problem at all. I somehow feel I owe him. I ( Read more... )

I'm scared again :-/ I'm not sure why though. I feel like .. just filled with fear and for what .. am not sure ( Read more... )

Met up with Jan last night. It was nice seeing the kids and Chris too ( Read more... )

Last night wasnt as bad as I thought it would be. Stan just told me some of the things I did/ said and happened. Also when Nabeel topic came up he said that Nabeel doesnt want to get back with me in the future. The way he said it and the way Ains said it hurt at the same time got me all bugged. I'm not saying I want him back but I dont want ( Read more... )

Stan, Ains and myself accompanied Nabeel to the airport. We stopped at the sheesha place there and chilled for an hour (I was surprise Niamh allowed me to go). He didnt want his family to see us. I just gave him a quick hug. Actually he sort of pushed me back so I couldnt really give him a proper hug. I like hugs better than kissing ... I like ( Read more... )