Last night wasnt as bad as I thought it would be. Stan just told me some of the things I did/ said and happened. Also when Nabeel topic came up he said that Nabeel doesnt want to get back with me in the future. The way he said it and the way Ains said it hurt at the same time got me all bugged. I'm not saying I want him back but I dont want ( Read more... )

Dad is such a prick. Really want mum to leave him. I think we would be better off w/o him.

Yesterday was fucked up. Had a bad night. So much yelling at night .. woke up and wanted to tell him so badly to fuck off. I really wish he would choke on his cock and rot in hell.This happened late at night and I couldnt sleep so I called Nabeel up and ( Read more... )

I’m bored!
I’m just soo freaking bored + tired and just about to get into this ‘depressed’ state when my sis brought up something that got my temper to hit the freaking ceiling.

( if you care to listen … )

Wow =) I havent been here in a week! Thats like the longest I've gone not being in lj ( Read more... )

I cannot stand my dad. I hate him. Yes I said the ‘h’ word.

( Excessive swearing ... at least for one post there are a lot of 'f' words )

Work was VERY busy today. Lots of things to do for Int'l Relations and customers kept coming in for credit cards and so many calls for the accounts (people desperately want to get paid coz its Ramadan tomorrow and they buy new clothes and stuff - I dont think my sisters and I ever bought anything for Eid, its just another day for us ( Read more... )