i'm finding it hard to sleep at night .. feeling sad .. feeling blue
Work was VERY busy today. Lots of things to do for Int'l Relations and customers kept coming in for credit cards and so many calls for the accounts (people desperately want to get paid coz its Ramadan tomorrow and they buy new clothes and stuff - I dont think my sisters and I ever bought anything for Eid, its just another day for us).
Oddly enough I was very cheery at work today .. a bit moody early in the day but later very cheery. But right now feeling so crap .. was just talking to someone from work and reminded me of Richie. I dont think he was happy with me at all - I cant help but think that and its making me feel more sad. I know he wasnt here and we werent in a 'normal' relationship or a couple and such but ... I'm so tempted to send him a text msg or an e-mail but so afraid that it would make him angry :(
Some good news though - my dad got a job in the Bayan Palace [its where all the ministers in the world who come to Kwuait live and have meetings with the Amir (like president) of Kuwait], salary isnt all that great but at least he's got something. They'll be taking care of his residence as well which is such a relief.
We've got 3 days off work coz its Eid ... I dont like holidays coz there's nothing to do (I hope my sisters and friends make some plan to meet up).
Happy Eid Hassy ♥ have a good one xx
.the silence is burning a hole inside me which I cannot fill.
Oddly enough I was very cheery at work today .. a bit moody early in the day but later very cheery. But right now feeling so crap .. was just talking to someone from work and reminded me of Richie. I dont think he was happy with me at all - I cant help but think that and its making me feel more sad. I know he wasnt here and we werent in a 'normal' relationship or a couple and such but ... I'm so tempted to send him a text msg or an e-mail but so afraid that it would make him angry :(
Some good news though - my dad got a job in the Bayan Palace [its where all the ministers in the world who come to Kwuait live and have meetings with the Amir (like president) of Kuwait], salary isnt all that great but at least he's got something. They'll be taking care of his residence as well which is such a relief.
We've got 3 days off work coz its Eid ... I dont like holidays coz there's nothing to do (I hope my sisters and friends make some plan to meet up).
Happy Eid Hassy ♥ have a good one xx
.the silence is burning a hole inside me which I cannot fill.