And I meant every word I said ...
Met up with Jan last night. It was nice seeing the kids and Chris too.
DC told me I lost weight (its true, I havent been eating properly since the breakup) and somehow convinced me to have dinner. Told her about Nabeel and she told me that I seem to take this so much different than it was with my past relationships, as in much stronger ...
When he dropped me off I kissed him on the cheek and gave him a squeeze ... the exact same way I do to Nabeel, only I kiss N on the lips. I got home feeling shitty and not knowing why but then it hit me ... I did that to DC with Nabeel in my head.
Have I mentioned missing him? I try to put it off and I keep telling Stan and Sabru that I do not miss him ... but I do and a lot too. But it doesnt really mean anything to anyone or would make any difference.
An email I was meant to post a few days ago ...
From: Stanley Pires
Sent: Wednesday, April 26, 2006 8:00 PM
To: Sameera Shaikh
Cc: Ainsley Rosario
Subject: PIC ONE!
To My Dearest Sami,
This is the Pic of the Day! Know u miss this Chuthia*, but hope THIS PIC brings the million dollar smile on ur face today! HAVE A GOOD DAY!
With Regards,
$T@N
*Chutia = fucker (in hindi)
___EDIT___
Pic 2 ...
From: Stanley Pires
Sent: Sunday, April 30, 2006 5:43 PM
To: Sameera Shaikh
Subject: PIC .....- DONT KNOW IF I WANNA SEND IT TO U!
Dear Samu,
WELL, I REALLY DON’T FEEL LIKE SENDIN THIS SNAP TO YOU, COZ, AS PREDICTED U ARE BOUND TO BREAK DOWN AND CRY........
ITS HARD TO FORGET IT AND ITS PRETTY TUFF TO LET IT GO ....BUT U HAVE TO LEARN IT , SOME TIME, SOME DAY……
I CAN’T FORCE YOU NOT TO DO THE THINGZ U WANNA DO, BUT I CAN ONLY HOPE THAT YOU ACCEPT THE FACT AND TRY TO MOVE ON AND IMPROVE
THE LI’L THINGS THAT COULD MEAN A LOT TO SOME ONE!!!!!
With Regards,
Stanley Pires
I wake up everyday unable to breathe properly. Its like my heart is stuck in my throat. Sometimes I feel like I cant smile ... and I dont even know I am when I do its weird.
DC told me I lost weight (its true, I havent been eating properly since the breakup) and somehow convinced me to have dinner. Told her about Nabeel and she told me that I seem to take this so much different than it was with my past relationships, as in much stronger ...
When he dropped me off I kissed him on the cheek and gave him a squeeze ... the exact same way I do to Nabeel, only I kiss N on the lips. I got home feeling shitty and not knowing why but then it hit me ... I did that to DC with Nabeel in my head.
Have I mentioned missing him? I try to put it off and I keep telling Stan and Sabru that I do not miss him ... but I do and a lot too. But it doesnt really mean anything to anyone or would make any difference.
An email I was meant to post a few days ago ...
From: Stanley Pires
Sent: Wednesday, April 26, 2006 8:00 PM
To: Sameera Shaikh
Cc: Ainsley Rosario
Subject: PIC ONE!
To My Dearest Sami,
This is the Pic of the Day! Know u miss this Chuthia*, but hope THIS PIC brings the million dollar smile on ur face today! HAVE A GOOD DAY!
With Regards,
$T@N
*Chutia = fucker (in hindi)
___EDIT___
Pic 2 ...
From: Stanley Pires
Sent: Sunday, April 30, 2006 5:43 PM
To: Sameera Shaikh
Subject: PIC .....- DONT KNOW IF I WANNA SEND IT TO U!
Dear Samu,
WELL, I REALLY DON’T FEEL LIKE SENDIN THIS SNAP TO YOU, COZ, AS PREDICTED U ARE BOUND TO BREAK DOWN AND CRY........
ITS HARD TO FORGET IT AND ITS PRETTY TUFF TO LET IT GO ....BUT U HAVE TO LEARN IT , SOME TIME, SOME DAY……
I CAN’T FORCE YOU NOT TO DO THE THINGZ U WANNA DO, BUT I CAN ONLY HOPE THAT YOU ACCEPT THE FACT AND TRY TO MOVE ON AND IMPROVE
THE LI’L THINGS THAT COULD MEAN A LOT TO SOME ONE!!!!!
With Regards,
Stanley Pires
I wake up everyday unable to breathe properly. Its like my heart is stuck in my throat. Sometimes I feel like I cant smile ... and I dont even know I am when I do its weird.