I'm so tired. I have a feeling this is gonna be a long entry, so buckle down & enjoy. I'm more creative when I am tired, for some reason. Usually I write poems when I'm sad, but when I'm tired whatever comes out is just craziness...and lacks all sense. So sorry if I misspell words or make grammar mistakes. Whatever pops into my head, I will write ( Read more... )

I was gonna delete this LJ...but I guess I'll keep it. The past entries are so depressing! I dunno why I was so depressed...I'm a lot happier now. Summers been good, but it's almost over. I go back to school August 29th...I still need to do my summer reading! I'm almost done with the English Patient. I got 3 more to go haha...oh well I'm gonna be a ( Read more... )

so today was a really bad day..from the start, to the end. i woke up at 6:20 and took a shower. my parents were yellin for me to get out and i screamed back, i just wasnt in a good mood. and when someone gets me screaming im mad for the rest of the day. everyone left and i cried and i didnt wanna go to school but i did. i feel like ive been holdin ( Read more... )

i felt the need to write one of these, i kinda forgot about livejournal. i just read my past entries and theyre all stupid espeically the ones where fred commented cuz it's all a lie, the whole thing was a lie. the one thing that just kills me is that he always said we were gonna be together forever, we were gonna get married....etc. and then we ( Read more... )

i dunno why i even wake up if a day is like today. i wish i could know before hand so i wont have to get up, take a shower, eat .. i could just lay there and have it pass by. this time i made it bad for myself.. mom wouldnt drive me to freds earlier and i waited a few hours and i was gonna go on the train..even though im scared of them right now.. ( Read more... )

another entry to my sad sad journal ( Read more... )

[ooh my stomach..hurts. like its bleeding inside its GROSS. but i dont want to get checked out cuz i dont think its that serious..and i hate going to the doctors..and ive never been to a hospital for being sick, just to visit people. i wouldnt wanna go because i hate giving blood and all that disgusting stuff. I think it will pass..cuz it came so ( Read more... )

summer started off really bad..and it seems to get worst. people just naturally dont like me? i guess. heh. and i have beaucoup de problemes and i need help..RIGHT. im so bored with myself and stoof..and sick of people thinking once again theyre better than me..give me a break. and i need a job and all families are stupide and im too dramatic and ( Read more... )

I think its odd how i can go from happy to sad..to happy..to sad again . which is exactly what happened today. crazyy mood swings. people are stupide. not my class schools good except were still there.. i had an oral test in french which i did 'PARFAIT' ..so le professeur said. je n'etudie pas quand toute le monde etudent. c'ete facile. im too good ( Read more... )

ill start my LJ up as everyone shuts theirs down. typical moi doing the opposite ( Read more... )