im so bored. i havent been outside since tuesday. thats FIVE DAYS. at first i thought it would be fun..no school for a week..but it was boring! it was better than school though. i just wish i could do something ( Read more... )

je suis malade! i have mono. its not fun. my throat kills. i had to take a blood test..which was so gross i almost cried i hate blood. i hope no one gets it..especially fred.. its all my fault if he does ( Read more... )

What weird misc. thing are you?
Wallama
You're a little backwards and a little annoying, but deep down, we all love you.

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i love you fred =)

the first time i cried in front of fred..the third? time i cried this week.

i knew yesterday was gonna be a bad day. thats why i was all shaky leavin the house. thats why i wanted to stay in dot. the day was good, until we got to his house.

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im the good one..right?

and i hate to think..

and i hate to talk..

and i hate that house..

and i hate myself

NY was fun..we got back at almost 8ish..im not exactly sure. the best part was thursday cuz of the accordian player at the restaurant that really made my day. and oh yeah the empire state building..i wanna go up there again cuz it was so windyy..i got a buddha and nailpolish and sharpies at a dollar store in chinatown..

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ooh my poor little head. je deteste..headaches. beaucoup.

NYC tomorrow..shall be fun. but somethings gonna happen..fred had a dream
that i died and i had a dream that he killed me (a while back) both cases
i die so if im not around saturday night....im dead.

aw. ive been sad lately. cuz of mon petit <3 i dunno. whenever im around him ( Read more... )

i hate when things dont go my way. [random fact ( Read more... )

everyones making me mad ( Read more... )