ah..anger?
i felt the need to write one of these, i kinda forgot about livejournal. i just read my past entries and theyre all stupid espeically the ones where fred commented cuz it's all a lie, the whole thing was a lie. the one thing that just kills me is that he always said we were gonna be together forever, we were gonna get married....etc. and then we break up. i wanted a break, nothing like this. and now he thinks im crazy, that im a stalker, he 'hates' me ....and never talks to me. its just retarded he thinks im the immature one, he is. he used to say i had the biggest heart he knew and now he says i have no heart at all. i dont think so...i still love him, even after all the stupid stuff he did to me. last friday got me really thinkin i should get over him, we went downtown and he wouldnt talk i tried to but he said leave me alone so i was like fine and just got on the train and left him there, then he calls my house and is worried about me but im not home. stupide. no need to worry bout me im worried bout him and his bipolarness you never know what he can do its scary.
everyones telling me that there's better people out there, that anyone is better than him. but i dunno. i dont even want a boyfriend anymore, love is a stupid thing and it makes people go crazy. haha. i would die for one of those relationships that lasts 2 weeks, instead of one that lasts a year. but heres the problem: i never get what i want.
all the guys that i like dont like me, and all the guys who like me are CREEPS. the end.
<3 teresa
everyones telling me that there's better people out there, that anyone is better than him. but i dunno. i dont even want a boyfriend anymore, love is a stupid thing and it makes people go crazy. haha. i would die for one of those relationships that lasts 2 weeks, instead of one that lasts a year. but heres the problem: i never get what i want.
all the guys that i like dont like me, and all the guys who like me are CREEPS. the end.
<3 teresa