I figure since I haven't posted on this in a while, i'll give everyone an update. Im alive. nothing's changed. i still go to college. but i don't have a job anymore, so i guess that's changed. hmm... interesting. I'm surprised that they haven't deleted this yet. :) life... ah, the simplicity of it.

Silent Lucidity ( Read more... )

I'll be leaving soon and I very much look forward to it. Probably within the next couple of weeks. I figure it won't be soon enough. After Chris' reception is over I'm going to go over to Big Rapids and hopefully never come back. I have a lot of hope. Shane and I are pretty much ready to go. Just a few more things and it'll all happen. And I'll be ( Read more... )

I'm not sure what I'm trying to feel, and I'm not sure what I should say anymore... I really don't care to say anything... to anyone... but I try... and days go by... floating like the last sun set you'll ever see in your life... ahh... the picture of heaven as we fall from the skys... night... presious night.

I decided to try and make it through a day, an entire day, without taking any pills... it's not working. I had to take my meds this morning, but that's an everyday thing and it doesn't really count. I took some cold and sinis meds so I can breath. I think something is wrong with my throat now. I've been hackng a lot and I can hardly breath when I ( Read more... )

i've been telling shane not to worry about it... but i can't help but wonder... i guess, i have to have sergery to find out if i really have either of them or not... interstitial cystitis, or endometriosis. It still sucks either way... i'm not sure what i should do.. think.. say... at this point i guess there isn't anything that will change any of ( Read more... )

well... it's thursday... I wish I could control what order the days arrvie in... but i guess i wouldn't change too much... there'd be more saturdays and more sundays... a few less mondays and wednesdays... and a few less tuesdays and thursdays... i wonder if i try hard enough.... just maybe... no... i highly doubt it too...

For you Alicia ( Read more... )

I guess... life goes on... it's moving as slowly as it possibly can but it's going on... I don't really have anything important to say... I never really do ( Read more... )

I'm tired of just sitting around here when there are plenty of other things I could be doing... I'm just too lazy to walk all the way down to the other end of the school, just to get my CAD book that weighs a ton... to do homework, then to carry it around some more, until I go totally insane from the weight... it's bad. My back is like 5 times ( Read more... )