Better speratic than nohting at all...
I guess... life goes on... it's moving as slowly as it possibly can but it's going on... I don't really have anything important to say... I never really do...
Tom, don't be a dick. I always hated it when you were a dick. People change... they always have. Get over the past and move on in your life. There's no going bcak for me now and you knew it then... I said that hoping it wouldn't hurt as much... but at least I walked away from you and stayed away from you. I didn't play games with you like I could've. But no, i didn't. Shove it up your ass.. I was just trying to be nice and tell you I was happy for you... get over it.
I'm sitting at Delta... starring at the walls... it's not very much fun... I dunno... I'm tired of this place and all the people. I just want to be out of college, get married and be happy. I'm happy now, yes, but it could be so much better. Chris told me I couldn't get married until after I was out of college... so, I'm working on it... Shane and I have concidered our options... I'm pretty sure everyone would notice the name change... I'm pretty sure they would say something about it... and well... I guess it's just easier to wait for a while... a couple of years of being together won't hurt us any more than the passed 4 months have. I really do love him. And I don't care about what anyone else says... he's perfect, and he's mine. No one can ever take that away from me... no one ever will. So, college... marriage... and maybe kids... if I get ambitious... we'll see...
Tom, don't be a dick. I always hated it when you were a dick. People change... they always have. Get over the past and move on in your life. There's no going bcak for me now and you knew it then... I said that hoping it wouldn't hurt as much... but at least I walked away from you and stayed away from you. I didn't play games with you like I could've. But no, i didn't. Shove it up your ass.. I was just trying to be nice and tell you I was happy for you... get over it.
I'm sitting at Delta... starring at the walls... it's not very much fun... I dunno... I'm tired of this place and all the people. I just want to be out of college, get married and be happy. I'm happy now, yes, but it could be so much better. Chris told me I couldn't get married until after I was out of college... so, I'm working on it... Shane and I have concidered our options... I'm pretty sure everyone would notice the name change... I'm pretty sure they would say something about it... and well... I guess it's just easier to wait for a while... a couple of years of being together won't hurt us any more than the passed 4 months have. I really do love him. And I don't care about what anyone else says... he's perfect, and he's mine. No one can ever take that away from me... no one ever will. So, college... marriage... and maybe kids... if I get ambitious... we'll see...