i dont know if writing this is good or bad ( Read more... )

3 peircings in 3 weeks and i dont have any of them anymore
$160 for nothin
2 in the eyebrow that fell out because hungry jacks are gay and me take them out.
and yesterday i got one in the lip but it looked stupid so i took itout.
well, thats prettymuch it

i think i need to go back to counceling, lately i have been relieving stress by haveing horrific images of mrdering my family... GOD im starting to hate them... and today i almost thew scoulding hot water at my brtother, because he was shitting me so much ( Read more... )

hmmm, i have had a series of REALLY weird dreams, i have to gtthemanalysed one day ( Read more... )

i was just lying there trying to sleep, when i thought about my bike ( Read more... )

if i killed myself now would anyone really notice???
would time stop for me?
would anyone remember me when im gone?

im sorry everyone...

i know i told ellie i wouldnt write an entry like this, but i don know what to do anymore... im at the end of my rope, theres no where to go from here... its like i was walking alkong the path so long i barely noticed how untracked it was ( Read more... )

i had another fucked up dream lately :P where me and ellie were moulder and scully ( Read more... )

i dunno whats happend suddenly, i mean i never used to post, and if i did ti was liek a lame arsed little one and mostly funny, but latley i feel compelled to come on here and let it all out, and just write a whole heap of stuff down, but then when i get on here i stop to think about what everyone will hthink, like it really matters, and like when ( Read more... )