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i dont know if writing this is good or bad
because im in a fairly bad mood.
what is it about teenagers that has them convinced they're worse off then everyone else?
i know im no better, at times i think ive got it bad, and nothing will change. and sometimes i think that life sucks and i cant do anything about it.
or that maybe i should just give up and let everyone else win.
jelousy is the mother of all evil, sometimes i know id be better of alone, because i cant control i, i dont think id be angry, or sad, or even dissapointed if anyhting happened. id just have to leave.
id accept it and go back in the end coz thats who i am, im a bit of a sponge...
somw ppl are just happier doing nothing, being good at nothing, i know i am, lot of the time im happy sitting around, doing nothing,wasteing my life away, not that its realy mine i guess.
when i try to help ppl, they get annoyed at me, swhen i dont help, they get annoyed, when i just dont care, do anything or ignore it, they get annoyed. i shouldnt do anything to help ppl, no-one ever appreciates it, and althoughh i say that all the time, im always nie too ppl.
sometimes being depressed is the nl way to not be, alot of ppl aroundme areconcerned that im depressed, and that i should go and do things andmeet ppl and stuff, but its when i do that i get most upset.
i cant stand society, or ppl, they annoy me, its whn m sitting at home, listening to music or watching a movie, im happy
why cant ppl accept that? i like loneliness.
i understand i have to work,so i do when i have to, but that doesnt mean i have to like the ppl around me.
or the ppl in front of me im serving, or anything about crowded places... to be honest, i hate it... everything about it.
well thats enough from me, for now
later
because im in a fairly bad mood.
what is it about teenagers that has them convinced they're worse off then everyone else?
i know im no better, at times i think ive got it bad, and nothing will change. and sometimes i think that life sucks and i cant do anything about it.
or that maybe i should just give up and let everyone else win.
jelousy is the mother of all evil, sometimes i know id be better of alone, because i cant control i, i dont think id be angry, or sad, or even dissapointed if anyhting happened. id just have to leave.
id accept it and go back in the end coz thats who i am, im a bit of a sponge...
somw ppl are just happier doing nothing, being good at nothing, i know i am, lot of the time im happy sitting around, doing nothing,wasteing my life away, not that its realy mine i guess.
when i try to help ppl, they get annoyed at me, swhen i dont help, they get annoyed, when i just dont care, do anything or ignore it, they get annoyed. i shouldnt do anything to help ppl, no-one ever appreciates it, and althoughh i say that all the time, im always nie too ppl.
sometimes being depressed is the nl way to not be, alot of ppl aroundme areconcerned that im depressed, and that i should go and do things andmeet ppl and stuff, but its when i do that i get most upset.
i cant stand society, or ppl, they annoy me, its whn m sitting at home, listening to music or watching a movie, im happy
why cant ppl accept that? i like loneliness.
i understand i have to work,so i do when i have to, but that doesnt mean i have to like the ppl around me.
or the ppl in front of me im serving, or anything about crowded places... to be honest, i hate it... everything about it.
well thats enough from me, for now
later