Aug 30, 2004 23:32
hmmm, i have had a series of REALLY weird dreams, i have to gtthemanalysed one day.
i remember the firt one REALLY clearly, and the second kind of clearly, and they bothe involved a sexual relationship with a cousin (thatlinks those two) and the second andthird are linked by location.. (my high skool in qld)
well anyways this could take a while to tyype or not, depending on how i fel LOL
DREAM ONE:
it startyed with me being atmy aunties house, only it looked WAY differant, and i was in the back yard, on alittle bench thingf, made of stone under a willow like tree, and there was green lights all around, and i suddenly stood up and ran inside, and everyone was watching a movie.. i dont know what itwasm, the scren was all grey, but i knowin the dream it was sposed to be the movie, and everynow and again, through the grey a scene from dawsons creek of the main dude and the blonde girl about to kiss flashes up.
i walked pout of that room into the hall, and my cousin kylie followed me into the room, and we sat on her bed and started talkin (kylie is the only one i get along with really(maybe thats got something to do with it)) then she said she loved me, out of no-where, and i sor t of went quiet, and he touched my hand, i looked into her eyes and she kissed me, (this part is wierd cos ifyou know Kylie she is VERY shyabout these sorts fof things) then she said she wanted to have sex, and i was (its weirdign me out just typing it)ready for it, the strange bit was how much attention to detail she wanted, suddenly we were bopth naked and she told me to suck her nipple, and i did, but she saidii was doing it wrong, then i looked atthem and they were verylong and weird, she then lay downand i *gasp* proceeded to 'enter' her, and then after a while she rolled me over and startied complaining about it,then we heard my mum and aunty coming so i had to JUMP off and duck under the blankets, anyways, they were sayign there goodbyes when mum asked where i was, and they looked into kylies room and asked if she new... i stuck my head oyut and gave them a knowing look, and they looked at me weird and kylie, and then sort of shrugged it off, the said soemthing about if we wanted to itwas fine with them, i got up and walked out, carrying my stuff, and then after the oor closed, i ran back in, (withthe thought i wanted to try again) and Kylie said "are you seriouse" and got on all fours and we proceeded to *feels awkwards* do it again..
... wakes up...
after that one i couldnt stop feeling weird for like 2 days, and when i dropped aDVD off at my auiunties i hoped she wouldnt answer the door for fearof an awkward silence... she didnt kassandra did
DREAM TWO:
this dream took place in qd, the detils are sketchy, but the parts i remember i remember well..
it sarted in the schoolyard, we were all messing about and talking amnd then a friendof mine asked if i wanted to go tothe kanteen, so we did, and (haeing notbeen thjere for 3 yrs) i said HI to my fave kanteen lady, and she looked at me weird, si i ordered a icedcoffee (liek i always did) and she gaveme it, and i said "the ussual" and she gave me a sturn look and said "jee great" weirded out ai left and in the assembly area 2 (right near the kanteen)my friend matt tanner, was giving a speach to eveyone, and random ppl kept hurling wateer at me, soi ducked behind something and listenedin, i forget what he was talking about, but it was totally unlike him, and revolutionarry, and after that, we were suddenly in room of the skool thats not really there, but we were in a second story room witha huge car raceing track in the middle (like car tracks) and Kyleie was on a computer at a desk and someone else waas there but i forget who, and i walked over to another computer and complained about it being broken, so my unceles voice came from the other p.c. (kylies was on) and said to bring a disk from it, so i did, and i hugged kylie (like a boyfriend does his girlfriend) from behind, and her shirt felt weird, but good and it was floral almost velvety, (VERY unlike kylie)(again awkwardness ensude)a bit more stuff happened but i cant remeber it all
..WAKE UP...
a few nights later aunty jacky, kassanddra nad kylie came round with alchahole and stuff and we all sat up drinking, i thoughti would be weirded out, but luckily it was all good, and i chatted to kylie and stuff... but atione point without thinking i nearly patted her on the butt :S
DREAM THREE:
again takeing place in the school...
*gets sketcntotehe wrote to remind himself*
i was in some clothe ellie had givenme to dress up my bunny teddy, but they were to big so they sit in my shelf now, but i was wering them soi had on a flowry, sort of tanktoppish thing, and a bra and panties but i was wearing my long white shorts, and i was walkign around he schoolyard, and the friend who i bought oced coffee with was with me and we were talking, and i saw a drain but for some reason it had electrical wires and stuff in it and it glowed yellow, soi hshut it, then i went back to the canteen and the same thing happened *refer to dream 2*
this part gets a bit hazey, i was outside the main office, and i ran into myfriend daniel, and he did his stupid laugh and asked mye whyi was dressed this way and i just sorta looked at him said" fuckoff, coz i want too' and he said okay and he joined me and jhyma and we walked around the library, but for some reason wheni spotted tanner *rfer also to dream 2 abouth the speach) i SLUNG ff the bra and shirt and wacked on my normall one, and said hi before he noticed. then for some reason i FREAKED OUT, amade a MAD DASH as fast as i could into a lecture hall *where the computer room should be* and an up there, and DIVED over the deskes and grabed the girl clothes from on a seat *dunno how they got there* then the girl in the seat looked at me and said "this sint youre class" for some reason i got REALLY embarresd at that and walked out, *then theres a void i cant remember* something about going to japana nd getting in a ppol i forget (at this point i WAS an asian lady...
thats about it though....
..>WAKE UP......
zanyways, if you still haveany sanity leftafter that LOL congrats...
at the mo im thinking of whati can do... um, OH YEAH i havnt posted in agers coz my comps been ASSFUCKED to shit, and my uncle *good atcomps* didnt even know what we'd done it was that bad, he fixed it though (FINALLY) lol...
tommorow ill do you'se another weird one, about me ellie and shellie meeting mums friend jill outside a midgetdaycare, catching a wrong train, ending up in hawaii, building houses for the homeless and becomeing bullets ina war on melbourne!
BYE FOR NOW!