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Maybe I am not yet over you... =(
Wow, tis been like approx. 4 years now since I met him. I don't know but he was like a brother, a good friend, and everything in 6th grade. I thought it might of been just a crush then, because I had spent so much time with him in school, on projects, soccer, hanging out. Sheesh, I miss hanging out with him, because the stupid students back then ( Read more... ) -
It's Hopeless....
I hate my life... seriously I do now. It is so hard to just get what you want in life these days, there is always some sort of challenge/cost that you need to complete to reach your goal. Sometimes, you overcome part of the challenge, but.. the cost you need to pay to get there is something you just can't come up with. The problem, I am having ( Read more... ) -
WTF...
Hey guys,
Well, there is not that much going on in my life. Currently I am spending my spring holidays in my house, with plans to practice soccer maybe. I am so tired.. but yet so very excited, this June I will be participating in the Section 6 and also the Tri Section tournament for AYSO. I am very excited and I hope I get to beat the opponents ( Read more... ) -
Ah... being tired is fun....... NOT....
Well.. I am accepted into the People to People program.. hehe.. so I am going to Austria this summer for the tournament! XD Also there are going to be loads of other guy athletes there up to the age of 18.. so... woot woot for me.. hehe... I am one lucky girl.. a summer of boys, soccer, and shopping ( Read more... ) -
Stress... is not a good thing..
I am so upset right now, school is crap, I can't talk or hangout much with my friends anymore, soccer tryouts are getting nearer, and I have an interview tomorrow! My life seriously sucks, I hate working so hard, and truthfully, I feel jealous when others get ahead without doing crap. Or they have a normal average life at the moment from not ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Dream Job
For me, when I was around the age of 4, I wanted to be a cook. To me, cooking was like magic back then, after watching my mum cook for some time during the day and sit at the table to eat some tasty dishes she made from normal everyday ingediants. Well that just fantasized me, and I always wanted to learn how to cook like my mum, and make those ( Read more... ) -
Complications
Why is life so damn complicated? Why is it that people have to be so freaking complicated? What happened to if you can't say or do anything, move the freak on, and stop hinting to others about it if you can't tell them? Sorry to anyone who reads this, but I am just so pissed off right now.. first of all I don't feel the eff well... two people ( Read more... ) -
Single, confused, and not sure where to turn to..
I feel confused, not the way I normally feel. Some of you know me very well and know I am a very optimisitc and happy person. I might not show that every minute in front of you, but that is just cause I am going through alot right now and can't seem to organize my thoughts right. Over this month I have been experiancing many things in my life, ( Read more... ) -
Repetitiveness....
As usual, I come back home from school, open my computer, check my updates; finally get off and do my homework before going to sleep, exhausted from soccer practice. Seriously, my life is so... repetitive right now, almost seems alliterative with all the new things that come up each day to make the repition of my schedule less bland and noticable ( Read more... )
