Stress... is not a good thing..
I am so upset right now, school is crap, I can't talk or hangout much with my friends anymore, soccer tryouts are getting nearer, and I have an interview tomorrow! My life seriously sucks, I hate working so hard, and truthfully, I feel jealous when others get ahead without doing crap. Or they have a normal average life at the moment from not doing anything, and still have the excuses to go somewhere good. I hate being one of the teachers model students, it sucks having that status, because I have to be almost like.. Ms. Perfect, and if I am not, the teachers are way more upset then they should be, and are just clueless with why I got this bad grade, or why I didn't turn this in.
Anyways, soccer is going alright, the training is become easier for me to complete, since I am use to what they are doing now. I am just nervous, tryouts are this 2nd of March, and ugh! I need to make the team, or else I will be depressed, ashamed of myself, and so much more. It will be a huge embaressment for me to not make the team! But there is just so much competition, there are loads of girls as good as me or better! >_< But yeah...
The People to People Sports Ambassador program, well I haven't really talked about that, but it means alot to me, and I am going to soon give my group/individual interview this week, and see if I am accepted. My App, and recommendations look awesome, but.. the interview. well that is all I am nervous about now. I always wanted to be a part of this program, and I hope I am accepted. Going to Austria will be awesome!
Overall, from all the misery school has to offer, I really am just.. pissed off at this one person. He is acting like a jerk all over again, and keeps forgetting who his friends are. Which sucks.. I hope things get better, I miss talking to him... and when I refer to three people.. I mean him.. I miss how he use to be, miss talking to him right now, and will miss him when he leaves for uni next year. *sighs* I can never stay angry at him.. gosh!
Anyways.. this sums up my past stressful boring months.. and the basic overview for the future.