Hush Masterpost
Written for the mpregwinchester big bang
Title: Hush
Pairing: J2
Characters: Jensen Ackles and Jared Padalecki. Secondary characters: Felicia Day, Osric Chau, Misha Collins, Daneel Harris, Genevieve Cortese.
Word Count: 40 k
Warnings:NC-17 for language and sex. Possible triggers under the cut if you don't want to be spoiled. For those who know my work and for the ones hesitating, I'm a sucker for a happy ending, and that's what you need to know. But if you must, or if you are pregnant right now, triggers include: [click to open]Lots of flashback and discussion about a stillborn child, heavy mental illness content, including mention of a previous suicide attempt and electroshock therapy, hospitalization in a psychiatric ward and catatonia.
Summary: Jensen and Jared are married and happy. Jensen can't have kids, but he surprisingly becomes pregnant. When the sonogram uncovers a past pregnancy and surgery scars that Jared doesn't know about, it brings out everything Jensen has kept hidden and locked up to protect himself from the pain. The pregnancy sends him into a torturous journey that will bring him to the verge of a complete mental breakdown. The road to recovery is long and difficult but in the end, with the help and support of his husband, Jensen gets to have his happy ending.
Thanks to:My partner in crime, disneymagics for the incredible beta work despite having to deal with RL issues. She puts so much work and time into beta'ing. I can't believe how lucky I was to find her. (well, she found me ;-) Thanks to obsidianromance who wrote an mpreg fic using the term androcologist which is a made up term for what would be a gynecologist for men. I read it for the first time in one of her stories and I want to give her the credit she deserves. Finally, thanks to yohkobennington for being generally awesome with a bigbang newbie like me.
Disclaimer: None of this is true.
Art Masterpost
I've been blessed with a terrific artist and I don't know if I'll ever be able to make her understand how amazing her work his, how glad I feel that she picked my story. Thank you so, so much, evian_fork
And now for the story....
Prologue
First trimester
chapter one
chapter two
chapter three
Second trimester
chapter one
chapter two
Chapter three
Third trimester
chapter one
chapter two
chapter three
chapter four
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