For the past four nights I have been having this dream. It goes kind of like this:

I'm hanging out with someone and I'm laying in their bed as they are using their computer. I'm just watching TV, and I happen to glance over at their computer for a split second. I see that they are talking on AIM to someone, and in my dream I recoginize the ( Read more... )

I am going to delete my internet existance. No more AIM, or anything. The internet causes a lot of problems in my life, and it's just not worth it ( Read more... )

There are a lot of things that I know that a lot of people don't know I know. About people, about places, about a lot of different things. Not really gossip, but not really not gossip. Sometimes I figure things out easily, sometimes I am very observant, and sometimes people tell me things. Sometimes it doesn't matter. But sometimes it does. ( Read more... )

I think May is off to a really good start. Nothing really bad has happened. Actually, only good things have happened. I wonder if things can stay this way. Nothing else going on, really. I just wanted to tell everyone that everything is good ( Read more... )

Here are a few things that you don't care about but I want to tell you anyway. I have hidden these things behind several lj-cuts for several reasons:
a. all together these things make a long entry
b. you shouldn't have to read about things that you don't care about
c. it makes a more organized entry; and
d. I feel like it...?

( Growing up as Kate )

April was an alright month. I guess the good and bad balance out ( Read more... )

Amy called me last night and we talked for well over an hour. Some things happened at school yesterday, especially lunch, that really, really made me mad. Mad enough to get up and walk away and sit on the other side of the cafeteria and not turn aruond when they called my name. Tell me that is a high school thing to do or whatever, it doesn't ( Read more... )

Sometimes I think I would love to wake up one morning, any morning, it doesn't matter, and just have everything in my life restored to the "normal" level. If my friendships, my relationships, if they all made sense. If I knew why some people did the things they do. If I understood the things people said to me. If I could understand how ( Read more... )

For some reason, everything seems like it is kind of back to normal. Or at least starting to be that way. I hung out with someone for a bit today. I guess that's what is making me feel this way. I like it. It makes me feel good again.

Tonight I am going to the movies. I will wait in line because it is opening night. I will hold my breath when the lights go down. I will refuse to go pee until the lights come up! I'm so excited! I love the way movies can make me feel, even before I see them. Whether it's good or not, this anticipation is really something. This is what I ( Read more... )