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For the past four nights I have been having this dream. It goes kind of like this:
I'm hanging out with someone and I'm laying in their bed as they are using their computer. I'm just watching TV, and I happen to glance over at their computer for a split second. I see that they are talking on AIM to someone, and in my dream I recoginize the screen name as this girl. In real life I know who she is, but we aren't friends or anything. He was x'ing out of the window as I was reading "okay, sweetie, I love you". He closes it, and I say, "whoa whoa whoa, what was that?". He says, "nothing. Don't worry about it. It was nothing." I keep telling him that I just saw something and I want to know who he was talking to, and I want to know what's going on. He keeps on with the 'nothing' story. By this time, I am getting really upset and everyone knows because I keep saying the fuck word, and I never say that. I keep saying these things about how I can't believe he would do that. And how I know a lot about that girl. I tell him "Look. If you want to talk to her, and you want to hang out with her. Then do it. I don't want to be a part of your life." He looks at me strange. I say, "You have about seven seconds to decide who you love best." I start putting my shoes on, and he says, "Kate..", very crisp and clear, and I wake up.
I told him about this dream. He just said I was weird. I guess I kind of am. I just feel very strongly about him, and I'm not going to sit around and just wait for her to hurt him. I know a lot about this girl that people don't expect me to know. I know that's weird. I don't care what you say. It just worries me so much because when I told him about this, he didn't even hesitate before telling me that "we're not even going out anyway". This (on top of other things that happened today) really worries me.
I'm hanging out with someone and I'm laying in their bed as they are using their computer. I'm just watching TV, and I happen to glance over at their computer for a split second. I see that they are talking on AIM to someone, and in my dream I recoginize the screen name as this girl. In real life I know who she is, but we aren't friends or anything. He was x'ing out of the window as I was reading "okay, sweetie, I love you". He closes it, and I say, "whoa whoa whoa, what was that?". He says, "nothing. Don't worry about it. It was nothing." I keep telling him that I just saw something and I want to know who he was talking to, and I want to know what's going on. He keeps on with the 'nothing' story. By this time, I am getting really upset and everyone knows because I keep saying the fuck word, and I never say that. I keep saying these things about how I can't believe he would do that. And how I know a lot about that girl. I tell him "Look. If you want to talk to her, and you want to hang out with her. Then do it. I don't want to be a part of your life." He looks at me strange. I say, "You have about seven seconds to decide who you love best." I start putting my shoes on, and he says, "Kate..", very crisp and clear, and I wake up.
I told him about this dream. He just said I was weird. I guess I kind of am. I just feel very strongly about him, and I'm not going to sit around and just wait for her to hurt him. I know a lot about this girl that people don't expect me to know. I know that's weird. I don't care what you say. It just worries me so much because when I told him about this, he didn't even hesitate before telling me that "we're not even going out anyway". This (on top of other things that happened today) really worries me.