I'll try to make this a quick entry.
Tonight i took my friend home from here. It's a nasty blizzard out, so i was taking my time. Along the way, i saw a man walking opposite direction we was going, in the blizzard. And as we drove, his footprint went a LONG ways, and i said "Poor Guy".

On my way back, i followed the tracks to where he was, still ( Read more... )

Ever since my... new learnings, i feel just... isolated from this world.

I feel alone, its a cold and awful feeling.

I pray and cry out each night, for my one to return, in time we shall see.

*sigh*

Life has changed for me. New outlook on everything.
Answers are coming clear, things are making sense.

Oh, my sweet justice, if only you could hear my cries. I need you like i always have. You are my love, the piece that completes my heart.

Peace be with you.

Matthew

If you don't mind (and if you DO mind)...

Tell me what Integrity means to you.

Anything, dealing with integrity. just... lemme hear what you think. : )

<3 Matt

I've been needing to update for some time, for there is much to tell, i just havent felt the desire to write out everything.
went to the doctors on tuesday. He didn't think it was migraines for migraines occur mainly in women and they aren't a cosntant thing like i am having. He thought it was sinus headaches. Personally, i've felt fine, i have had ( Read more... )

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:)

I am going to do 2 things.

From what it seems through my friends, theres 2 things i need to do. and i will.

Starting today,

1. I'm done worrying about a relationships, and girls... etc. Apparently im better off without a relationship /// Apparently its best to stop looking and just let them come to you. i guess good things come to those who wait.

2 ( Read more... )

i think i was happy.
i've been talkin to this really cool girl, and it just made me so happy to talk to her. it still does, i think.

all i want... i'm the kind who believe that you need love to survive. everyone has a certain thing they need to survive... you all know what you want and need, and i know mine is love.

its something, i've truely been ( Read more... )

So those of you who read this have seen some, shall i say rather "not so pleasant" entries. meh. I'm not proud of it. I just needed to vent.

So to make up for my "not so pleasant" entries, ill tell you this.

Last night, i had another night thats becoming more usual than unusual. John messaged me to go to a resturaunt. I like how its like 10 to 11 ( Read more... )