Official: Starting Today

[essencedespair]

I am going to do 2 things.

From what it seems through my friends, theres 2 things i need to do. and i will.

Starting today,

1. I'm done worrying about a relationships, and girls... etc. Apparently im better off without a relationship /// Apparently its best to stop looking and just let them come to you. i guess good things come to those who wait.

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Comments

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[vanishingslowly]

yeah i been doing that, but it kind of backfired on me...now NO ONE talks to me...so much for "letting them come to me"..heh oh well...

~Vanishing Soul

[coolryan18]

hey man. dont worry sooner or later in life some one will come along. someone you will love deeply with and care for no matter what. your still young and got your whole life ahead of ya still to find someone. just have fun, talk to the girls, flirt alittle bit from time to time and they'll come. trust me.
~Ryan~

[essencedespair]

ugh.
i swear, if i was given money for each time someone told me "dont worry sooner or later..."
Ugh!
i know man i know. Truely, i gave up on finding "the right one"... really, that isn't what i want. i want someone to have fun with, someone who can make me laugh and smile and just show me a good time.

S'okay, i've learned to get over it. #1 isn't as bad as i thought, i can handle it now. (i never thought i could). just #2 really, is hard. >.>

Talk to you later.
Matthew

[coolryan18]

your attitude flat out sucks lol... i rarely ever visit this site anymore... not because of the things you write, but i just never get the chance to get on here anymore... but anyways, i just thought id drop by and say hello considering you never talk to me or email me anymore! keep in touch dammit... bye bye

*Come A Little Closer Baby, I Feel Like Laying You Down!!* Dierks Bently Is A Sexy Beast! MMMM Ohh Lala! lol... yea.... anyways.... bye!
~rebelbabe~

[essencedespair]

Read:

Wednesday, November 9th 2005's entry.

[ganzor]

The best thing I find is to just not try and force relationships. Sure, maybe you want someone to cuddle with, but I'm sure some of your female friends will do that(if they are single)! People just generally don't like to hear a lot of whining, it's not that they don't care.

Biggest suggestion I have: Keep a more optomistic view, and stop with the pessimism (ex: "Maybe these changes will start something good.... but i doubt it.")

Live for the moment, things will come along :)

[essencedespair]

hmmm

[essencedespair]

Nope, i was wrong (i assume)

i saw your interest contained mtg, so im gonna now assume that thats how you found me.

wait, 0.0

are you stalking me? 0.0 lmao.