well i am officially a jersey girl now... :) what can i say...people keep telling me that they knew i would come back...it's in my blood. i find that funny! i need to find a job, but i just haven't had the time yet. i've been so busy, what will chillin on the beach, hanging out with people. and then there is the back and forth to philly. my ( Read more... )

I hate you. how is that still possible? after all this time, and everything i've done? i think i've come to the conclusion that i always will. you ruined me, you took something from me that i can never get back. i was naive, i'm not anymore. the sting comes back everynow and then. and when i think of all the lies, and how smooth you were, i want ( Read more... )

what can i say. it certainly has been a long time! i apologize to those of you who have missed me ;) so much has happened in a month...and i don't really know where to begin ( Read more... )

two entries in the span of a weekend...what's going on?!?! ;) i babysat all day today, twas good. i only had racheal so it was a pretty easy day. other than that i hung out with kels pretty much all day yesterday, she had to babysit last night, so i went over to watch a movie with her, and then she stopped by to visit me tonight. it's been good ( Read more... )

what the fuck am i doing to myself? i need to stop, but i can't. clearly this is a very cryptic message, but thats how i want it to be. i just needed to send it out to the cosmos...so there is it. i just don't know anymore. i'm scared. i'm leaving bellingham forever in less than 2 months. i graduate from college in 42 days...where has teh time gone ( Read more... )

it's been a while, almost a month i'm assuming. but i've been busy with stuff, and livejournal has kinda been a last priority, i'd much rather hang out than sit in front of the computer, but since i'm all ready for bed, and not quite tired enough, i figured this was as good a time as any. right ( Read more... )

well i just had this whole post written about the trials and tribulations of friendship, and then i erased it. don't worry i did it on purpose. i figured i didn't want to talk about the pain and joy caused by all my friends. but rather just focus on the joy, and how much each and everyone of them has brought into my life, even if in the end they ( Read more... )

wendesday i started drinking at 3:30, it was good times, i was pretty drunk, don't remember all of the night, but what else is new? thursday morning i was supposed to get up early so i could finish packing and catch my taxi. well my alarm went off for an hour before i heard it. i had ten mintues to get ready. it was tough, i forgot some stuff, but ( Read more... )

i went out to the bars tonight, i wasn't sure if i was going to, cause i had gotten an horu and a half of sleep last night, but due to certain events after my nap there was a huge need to get drunk. i'm not going into that because whatever, fuck you ( Read more... )

but i can't wait to go home...i just have this need to go home to my parents! i can't explain it. i've never felt this before while being at college. maybe cause i've gotten used to not being able to just go home for the weekend or something. i don't know. but i really just want to go home and see my mom and dad...who would have thunk it... ( Read more... )